It has been a while. I have been incredibly absent. Not just from Tumblr, but also from life. I thought I was “better”, I thought that things were going my way, and then I fucked up.
Unfortunately when I fuck up, I do it hard. I am so proud, and so stubborn that I completely ignore the issue. So if I hurt someone, I might just cut ties with that person and run. I run and I hide so that I do not need to think about the problem.
I guess that makes me a coward.
Anyway, last night I really had to sit down and get shit done. From 7PM to 7AM last night I wrote 17 pages of work for my history class from the entire term. So yeah, that sucked.